Idk whatever

u have been demoted to 3rd tier crush and its funy. now you want to talk to me probably because i am pushing away :))

‘having been fucked is no excuse for being fucked up’

i am feeling bad

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I feel like I cried so much between the ages of 15 and 17 that I no longer have any tears left in me. Instead, it physically manifests itself and I feel heavy, sick and groggy and I don’t want to do anything an I start to get aches all over my whole body. It literally hurts. And I wish I could cry so bad but it doesn’t happen for months at a time. I used to cry all the time. I wish I still could now

i know its going to start getting hot soon and i’m going to want to wear like capris to work but everyone is so judgmental and i know someone will say something about my legs but i dont feel bad enough to want to shave them, but i am going to want to wear shorts but

god idk i wish this wasnt so hard for me i wish i was fearless

i am feeling Bad And Weird

my friend and i are probably going to do shrooms this summer and im so excited x___x

Really Stupid and Small Things Make Me Really Happy, the memoir by rachel tobin